When will it stop? I've talked to the head but all he says is 'tell me about it, we're all in the same position.' This is in response to me saying I'm not sure I can carry on with this workload, pressure and being told my jobs at risk every other day. I'm 37, want to have children and I'm exhausted. Found myself googling 'teacher suicide' last week. I'm frightening myself. Nobody is taking me seriously, people say 'it's just a job - don't let it get to you', but it clearly is. I'm desperate to take some time off but I just can't do it. I just do my best to get through each day and to look at me you'd think I was fine. Truth is, I hide in the toilets just to make it stop for five minutes. Nobody is listening to me and things are only going to get worse.