Have finally given up trying to fight my way through the stress I have been put under at work and went to the doctor who has signed me off for two weeks. Instead of feeling better that I wont have to go into work I am worrying that I did the right thing and that it will cause even more problems and harassment. Plus worrying how it will affect the kids in my class. Plus worrying that it will affect my future job prospects as I love teaching just not at current school with bullying head. Also worrying everyone will think I am weak and confirm what the head is saying that I am a rubbish teacher. Why cant I stop all this negativity and just relax?? How will I ever be well enough to go back if I cant even calm down when I am at home?