Well, I went to see the GP, a different (junior doc) again as all the Senior GPs are fully booked for two weeks at my surgery. FINALLY, a GP who listened to me attentively, asked me what I wanted to do remained matter of fact and polite and treated me with respect and fairness! After months of telling the other doc "think this new medication is not working for me" / "my mood is not lifting" / "I am not making much progress" (and being totally ignored essentially!) this GP suggested trying another medication, one which had worked for me in the past. This is giving me hope again, hopefully, I am one step closer to being back to my happy self! This has taught me one thing: you really need to trust your doc and GP-patient relationship is sooooo important!