Managed to get myself a new permanent job having been on supply for a few years following a near capability procedure. But find myself in the same position that I cant really cope with the amount of work and organisation of it all. Also, my own lack of subject knowledge in maths and English. I watch clips on the internet about how to teach a certain method, say in maths, then deliver whats been shown, but it just isn't right. Also not kept up with the dreaded planning...and its 2.15am and im still wide awake.