The start to my teaching career hasn't been the best if I'm entirely honest. I had a bad experience in my first teaching job and then left to do supply. I really enjoy doing supply and in the summer term a school who I regularly did supply work at offered me a job share position but still supply up until Christmas. I accepted the post as I needed to get my NQT year finished and it gave me the opportunity to get it done. Initially I was supported and made to feel happy in the school, like I was when I worked supply. Now that my NQT year has finished the school have asked me to stay on. I've agreed to stay till February half term but I feel like I've made a mistake. The job share role is hard as I do one day in one year group and two days in another year group. I feel that because the classes aren't mine when I'm planning I need to double check things over. I've now been told the honey moon period is over and I need to take my own initiative. I appreciate this but how can I just plan and turn up without discussing with the other class teachers. Its making me feel extremely worried. I feel like I would rather return to short term supply. I was happy doing that but the school have made it clear they want me to stay and unfortunately I didn't do the right thing for myself by saying no. I really dont know what to do. Worried about the return after xmas break!