As title...I was recommended yesterday but I don't feel anything. No happiness...no feeling of joy or relief...just numb. Even in the last couple of weeks, the manipulation and lies from my provider escalated. I know it will hit me in the next few days, but at the moment I feel as if I have just stepped out of a coercive relationship and I am broken. I just had to get that off my chest...can't sleep, eat or do anything.