This is my first time posting on here but really wanted some help and advice. I am on my second to last week of my final primary pgce placement. My final observation is next week with the deputy head and my link tutor from university. They will give me my final grade and write up my report. I do not feel anywhere near ready or good enough to pass. I had a really terrible first placement where I received no support and basically had to teach myself everything. This placement has been so much better. I am in a year 1 class with an amazing teacher and one of my best friends is the teacher in the other year 1 class. I do feel however that the reason I have got this far and passed so many observations was because my class teacher was observing alone and was being quite understanding of me. I am left alone to teach now so I can't ask her for feedback on my lessons, she just checks my planning and gives advice. As I had such a bad first placement I feel really behind and that this is my first placement. I have had to learn everything in 9 weeks. I just don't feel good enough. My class teacher has given me 'good' for every standard but my differentiation is poor and I find it hard to structure my lessons. She tells me that it something that will come with experience but I need to be good to pass my final observation. She observed me today and I felt that the lesson was bad but she passed me. However she then told me that I need to improve as I am making mistakes that I shouldn't be doing this far along in the placement. She says my questioning is good and so is my behaviour management but my differentiation is poor. I really appreciate all the work and support she is giving me but I just can't help feeling she passes me out of sympathy. I have been observed by the deputy head twice before this and she has passed me both times while she was jointly observing with my class teacher. My link tutor however said I was RI for two of the standards but nevertheless gave me a 'good' for my mid placement review (which was about 5 weeks ago) I just don't know what to do. I wanted to quit the course at Christmas and every day I still think about quitting. I just don't feel good enough for the job and find it really different to get things right. I'm not sure that this is the career I want anymore. I have accepted a job for September but I am really dreading and petrified to have a class on my own. I am so close to finishing but I just have this gut feeling I will fail next week and then fail the whole placement. Anyone been in a similar situation to me? Would like an advice please.