The department manager prepared the timetables for all my colleagues before the end of term. She told me she had run out of time, but that she would get it for me in the first week of the holidays. I've sent her two emails so far through late July and August, but had no response. I feel I'm the last priority for her. I also feel that she is very unpredictable - that she would react well or badly to my words, depending on her mood (we have had two *awkward* interactions since September 2018). I'm worried that she is forgetting me, but that I am going to be penalised for leaving my preparation until September. I started teaching in January 2018, so I'm relatively new, and she became HOF in April 2018. She seems to see me as sub-par. What advice could you offer me?