Ok, so I'm an NQT and I'm obviously about to finish my first term. I really struggled on my first placement last year as I had a really difficult mentor and just felt like I couldn't do anything right, but then started my block B and things were a bit better. I ended up passing with an outstanding and I got a job in my second placement school. The problem is, I'm now finishing the first term and I absolutely hate it. I'm dreading going back to school tomorrow, and I don't feel like I can face even the next three weeks up to Christmas. I feel so down and depressed, and I've been ill this week as well and didn't feel able to take a day off as I couldn't face catching up when I went back. The thing is, I love some of my classes and I don't want to leave them in the lurch. Some of my classes are awful, and their behaviour makes me dread going to class some days, but even in those classes there are one or two students that I have a really good relationship with and I think I'd feel awful if I left them. What do I do?? please help!