Thanks Lady Nefarious. Really positive contribution. Perhaps when you understand what the hell some people on here are going through you can post something more productive. There is nothing bad about people not wanting children but something you'll never understand is how it feels to have friends who merely don't want children at an inconvenient moment. That really hurts. Most people can plan a pregnancy at the right moment or can choose not to have children but for some of us it is not that easy and that agony is something some people will never understand. As for my day today. My friend had her baby (a little girl as expected). Both are doing well thankfully. I spent last night absolutely in a mess. I thought I was ok at school this morning but I ended up being sent home. I just couldn't be there. Hasn't helped to be at home though. I feel ****.