I just wanted to post to say thank you for all the help everyone has given me during my sickness absence. I have left and I have got a new job starting in September. It's a significant drop in pay but I am hoping I can get by on the salary I will be getting and be happier. Money doesn't buy happiness, at least I hope that is true. I hope I enjoy it but I admit that I am finding it hard to get excited as I'm scared I don't. Regarding my depression and anxiety, I'm still struggling with my MH but have to work, thus I've not gone down the lines of another school job. I have had somewhat of a break though though in that it is looking like I have an underactive thyroid. This could be why I can't lift my mood. I'm undergoing tests at the moment but at least if it is underactive, medication can get it going again. It truly has been a horrendous few years, I feel wounded and battle scarred but I'm ready to start again. Thank you once again for everything you Tessers have done for me.