I have not posted on here for a couple of years, the last time I did was to post about starting antidepressants again. I just wanted to say thank you to all the people out there who replied to my many posts, especially in 2011-2013. You gave kind words and good advice (some of which I was not open to at the time). I am now newly married and about to move into our first joint home (scary times on that front!). As for things never changing I'll always be wanting to lose weight and my work life is more mental as I have gone onto Extended Leadership. These forums are a massive help to a lot of people I think so thank you and have a good day!