Another update. Six and a half weeks ago this started and I can't believe I'm still struggling. Been on new meds for five days and been told they take 2-4 weeks to start working. Gone into work this week but got sent home as they didn't think I was fit to be there. In fact, been told not to go back for a week! Mixed feeling over this. I do truly believe school cares and wants to support me in getting better (and after reading other people's experiences I am grateful I work in such a good school) but still find it difficult to accept I need help. My partner says I'm too stubborn!