Recently I was observed teaching and my lesson was deemed inadequate (because of behaviour.) A support plan was then put in place for me but in reality it has undermined me even further and I have lost whatever confidence I had in myself as a teacher. I feel eaten up with anxiety every day that someone will mention capability procedures. I don't feel I can trust anybody or be honest about how I actually feel. I am desperate to leave teaching. I don't have any confidence, feel as though I cannot do anything right and it just gets me down being treated so awfully both from the students but from staff and parents as well. Also, and while I can't go into detail on here, someone has done something so nasty and sneaky I can scarcely believe it but it has resulted in hours and hours of work for me and also has made me look hopelessly incompetent. I desperately want a baby, but I don't seem to be able to get pregnant. The doctor is reluctant to help me because my BMI is in the overweight category at 27. I'm trying to lose weight but it's so hard at the moment. Can anybody help? I don't know who or what I can turn to. My partner tries to help but doesn't really understand the pressure I am under - "ignore them" is his only advice, and he is getting fed up both with the fact that I am working all the time and also that I cry most days. He also worries about money (so do I) as at the moment we own a small two bedroomed property and want to move to a larger one, this of course would not be possible if I gave up teaching. I don't want to put all the pressure of bringing in money on him but I can't carry on like this either.