Currently in my second term as an nqt in ks2. I was recently told I am not on track to meet the standards, specifically to do with behaviour management. Since then I have constantly had people popping into my room or peering through my window. More than that I have started making uncharacteristic mistakes and forgetting to get things done. Every other day there seems to be a new criticism even though I am working really hard. Apparently nothing I do is good enough anymore and I have to force myself to turn up in the morning now. All I want to do is leave the school. It seems strange that only a few weeks ago I felt I was really improving and had lots to be positive about. I am planning to ask for early release but am scared it will be refused and things will get worse. I can't face the thought of going back after Easter. Not sure if there's anything else I can do but hope I am allowed to leave soon. Any advice or suggestions would be appreciated.