I am in my second week of my first teaching placement. The school is lovely and the kids mostly brilliant, very mixed ability. I have come to the end of my first week and I am terrified I can't do it. I struggle so much with the creativity, I feel I just don't know how to come up with constant ideas and be original. The school want me to create my own series of lessons and use the resources as inspiration, but I can't seem to do it. The 2 lessons I created entirely from scratch were unfocussed and not good. I don't feel I know how to improve. I'm also so tired and feel so down that I'm losing the will to push on. I feel even worse because I recognise that I am so early in my career and yet I am struggling. I want to do better but I'm scared I won't, and I'm fearful of just completely failing. How does everyone do it and still have a life and sleep and eat normally? Apologies I realise I sound so bad pathetic but honestly I just feel lost and alone right now, my uni are useless and if I tell the school I think they'll just tell me to get on with it.