Hello lovely ladies. So if you don't know me - v. Poorly in preg/birth/afterwards. Am on the mend now. Lo almost 11 months and has always been a very easy baby. BUT. ........... Recently her sleep has been awful. I am dealing with it really badly and getting upset and angry I'm a bit ashamed to say. It's a shock as lo has always just got tired, then gone to sleep. She has had a bad cold and cough and the pillows it raising up the mattress didn't seem to help. She did sleep in our maclaren techno xlr one night propped up, then wouldn't do it again. We gave up and put lo in our bed and sleeping really improved- but we don't like doing it and neither of us sleep properly. Last night at our friends she wouldn't get in the travel cot and cried like someone was torturing a newborn. She's done the same at home tonight:-(. Oh loves her v much but isn't very helpful. However tonight I ashamedly slammed my dinner down shouting and he is now soothing her upstairs- update - she has now gone to sleep in the cot. She's desperate to walk, and panicking when I go out of sight. I am so grateful to be here and to have a healthy lo I really don't get why this is dragging me down so much. Am going back to work on Wed- looking forward to my 3 mornings a week- but would like to turn up fairly emotionally stable. Anyway thanks for reading. Any advice other than put all this in perspective and get a grip(which I keep telling myself). Ps. I do not feel like I am going to harm my lo by the way !!!