The following points should outline my thoughts... * Qualified in 2010, did lots of supply. * Did a term's induction from hell at a deprived school last year April-July, judged as 'not meeting requirements.' Spent most of the period in tears, suffering from anxiety and constant dread of going to school. Report was absolutely devastating, union got involved. The NTQ board were involved but essentially did naff all. * Felt so awful after it all that I couldn't even consider applying for jobs, went onto supply again. So September and October passed and no supply came about despite emailing and calling daily. * Applied for a TA post (L2, what I did BEFORE I qualified) - got it and started mid Nov. It barely covers the petrol necessary to get there and leaves me with mornings off. The supply agencies appear to have given up getting me anything, even saying that I should quit the TA role if I want to remain a teacher in future... ***? * My money is fast disappearing, my morale continues to be lost and I have absolutely no idea anymore. I know the next batch of jobs come out soon but I'm scared that I'll fail all over again. Just need some support really.