Hi, I posted about a month ago about suffering from work related stress. Lots of severe behaviour issues became overwhelming. Anyway I was signed off and I'm due back next week. However, I haven't managed to get any joy or motivation back for teaching. I suffer from anxiety and wake every night panicking and going over school related things. I also feel I made a terrible mistake by not resigning to leave at Xmas, I listened to my family and the head, but im not sure I can cope until Easter. I feel totally inadequate as a teacher and a mother. I've piled on weight and my hair has started to fall out over the last couple of weeks. My child is still little and I hate them seeing me like this. Sorry for all the negativity, but as I've posted before I have very few friends, so just needed to write it down and hear any advice from people who may have experienced similar. Thank you all so much for your replies to my previous posts. The support is very helpful.