Yesterday I taught a really good literacy lesson, last week I taught good science lesson but unfortuantely I was not observed. Today I taugt a diastrous numeracy lesson. I am not hitting consistently hitting the QTS standards required. My weekly reviews are all incomplete. I have to redo this placment in September but my university have not found me a placement in a school yet. I wanted one to be in place before the schools break up for summer so I could spend the next two months planning. I really wanted to do well in my final week of teaching. Yesterday, one of the senior teachers said that I had been unlucky with the class I had been placed with - she said that I was probably feeling like the worse teacher in the world and had made the wrong decision but to remember that the dynamics of the class are awful and they are the most hated class in the school - most of the supply teachers concur with this point of view and even the class teacher said this when I first joined the class. I am completely demoralised. I have spend the last 9 months of the course either worrying about the course if not being exhausted. My last placement failed to provide me with training skills or experience in assessment, differentiation and mid-term planning so there was a great hole in my practice.