Hi, I am a NQT experiencing a really tough time in a challenging School. Despite all my difficulties I was encouraged to not give in my notice before the Oct. half term. Now that we have gone back, things haven't improved and my health is becoming more and more affected. I have seen my GP and started taking anti-anxiety tablets to cope with the symptoms. I am very aware that my future is very unstable at the moment and I feel trapped in a situation where I don't see a way out. I haven't had any days off and managed to go in every day so far but purely on fear of letting my anxiety take over me. I cry before getting to work, sometimes in school and when I get back home. It is truly horrible. I would like some advice on knowing what would be best for me in the future. I don't know if quitting now and starting over in a different school would work out better, somewhere where I feel like I am growing as a teacher and enjoying the profession like before; or if it would be better to find the strength to get this year done with, even though it may lead to some level of depression because I am hatting this experience and feel like quitting teaching altogether but at least will have my NQT year done? I appreciate your thoughts.