Hello all, I guess I just wanted anonymous support and advice really. I am actually in a lovely school (challenging behaviour but supportive staff), however since returning after lockdown I am feeling absolutely exhausted and wondering if I can continue. I actually have a really complicated history regarding having children. I do have a young child already but during lockdown suffered an early miscarriage. I am currently nearly 8 weeks pregnant and from an early scan found out it was twins. Everyday is a real struggle for me at the minute, I am dealing with morning sickness, exhaustion and that is just from pregnancy! I don't know how I can keep going without completely breaking down. I am teary everyday, husband works away Mon-Fri so I am acting as a single parent, planning, and having zero down time. It has only been 2 weeks back!!! I am very good at saying everything is OK and just ploughing on. I love teaching and feel like a failure if things don't go well in lessons etc but right now my mind isn't on teaching. I am panicking about the pregnancy and how much I am on my feet everyday, how I have no idea if I am now "at risk" of the virus yet cannot protect myself in a school full of children, let's be realistic!? Right now, I just can't see how I will manage. On the surface all is good but underneath I feel like I am on the brink of breaking down.