Hi all ill just give a background to this before I talk, but I must get this off my chest as im stressing out so much over everything and shaking as I type. Firstly im off with stress at the moment due to the constant pressure of my class. i work in a very deprived area and constantly get abuse and physical abuse daily of my 5 year olds. All of my boys have additional needs which the school don't understand, discruption daily!!! and after having 2 behaviour psychologists in they don't know what else I can do for them. So long story short, they had the ofsted call yesterday whist im off sick, im stressing so much about these 2 days, ive been off sick now for 5 weeks and have some more to take. Im just stressing over how my kids will do as the focus is on my year group. Also I know most will fail their phonics test because of poor listening skills, like only get 40% as I have huge behavioural problems and the fact ive had 6 new children in the past 2 terms which are nowhere near high phonic standards or ability, as they haven't been in my class long enough as well as being tricky children. Its all a mess and Im stressing so much its making me extremely ill!!!!!!!. Unfortunately im no returning to teaching and handed in my notice February, up until that point I was getting great feedback and lesson obs were great, but i knew I should of left Easter, can someone offer me some advice as Im a nervous wreck and one jump away from having to go on tablets AND I DONT WANT TO!. I use to be an outstanding teacher and now I feel like a complete failure, ive worked so hard and im burnt out, I feel like I can say goodbye to my reference.