Hi all, I am a struggling Maths NQT at a school where all the staff are practically willing OFSTED to arrive soon so as to get rid of the head whose management skills really need to be better than 'I'll think about that and get back to you'. As a result of the local authority putting our school in the 'at risk' category, SLT have started dropping in on a very regular basis. I am currently off sick with an ear infection, but I received an email today regarding a general studies lesson that an SLT member had witnessed, and is asking me to come meet her when I'm back. General studies in my school hardly has any resources so I have been pretty much making it up as I go along. This lesson she witnessed, we were watching Gandhi the movie, and talking about his ethics and morals compared to others in the movie. I just feel that right now I am constantly being judged, and its driving me insane. My doctor doubled my antidepressants last month as I was struggling so much. Is there a way out or a way past this?