Im feeling a bit rubbish. Been for a run of the mill nurse appointment for a pill check, and was told ive put on half a stone since January and actually weigh 13stone. My scales weigh in at half a stone less than that so even though I knew I was overweight, I didnt know I was quite that overweight. I also have to book in for my first smear test as im 25 next week, so im also nervous about that. I have tried time and time again to lose weight before - and I can - but after a fortnight I am bored of boring food, and bored of whatever exercise whim I have taken on. I do Zumba once a week and quite enjoy that, but to do it more regularly would cost me upwards of £60 a month and that's just ridiculous when I am struggling to make ends meet anyway. I dont want to pay out for a gym membership because I inevitably stop using it to its full value. I dont have friends that live locally to walk/jog with, and my OH is never going to join me for exercise. I also am far too tired, busy and stressed weeknights termtime to do very much in the way of exercise or cooking. I dont want to join weight watchers and waste even more money. ...I guess I know what to do, I am just feeling sorry for myself. Maybe Ill use the 6 weeks to see if I can get into some kind of routine while I have the time and energy, and hope I can carry it on in September. As for the smear test...EEK!