After recently leaving a post at a school, due to a bad experience, although successfully completing term 1 of my NQT year. I'm now going to complete the rest of the year through supply. I'm due to have 2 observations by my external verifier during the remaining 2 terms. I've only just completed my 4th week of doing supply but I need to find a school to organise an observation. As I'm only doing short term supply though I feel abit panicky about sorting this out. Due to the bad experience at the post that I left my external verifier knows alot of what went on and I feel like she just wants to just observe me and I feel like she's going to use what happened against me. My confidence is knocked but I feel like I'm letting myself down. Sorry if that doesn't make sense just very anxious about the whole situation. I'm doubting my own capability and feel abit lost with everything.