I THINK my HOD is off sick but either no-one knows,or no-one will tell me. They know I'm bobbing around with my face underwater rather than swimming in this job - they expect me to just try harder it seems. I want to try harder. I physically and mentally cannot. Someone on the train home heard me talking to my MIL about my job, and had to tell me that she'd never be brave enough to work in a school - 100% sure I'm not brave enough either now! GP is booked for next week already - perhaps my lovely doctor's input will make the school realise that i'm struggling as opposed to slacking? I do have kids from more than one group now. I may go with the expert group idea to tide me over - cheer! Problem is this move has destroyed the rapport I had built with the classes, so behaviour has gone down the toilet. The data sets I'd made are gone. My seating plans all have to be redone ASAP (SLT insist on them being digital and kept updated in a central folder.) I'll make it through tomorrow somehow. I don't know how but I have no choice I guess.