One wonders why Colleges/Training Institutes don't do more to help students as indeed one is expected to hit the ground running. You're fresh out of College and other staff presume you're so up-to-date. You've finished your training and just need to be allowed to find your own way / teaching style etc now. Please stick with it as I'm sure most teachers remember feeling as you are. Not just at the start of their career either. Every time one changes Schools or moves into a different position of responsibility.