I need a major rant, I'm feeling so alone. Last year, I was overloaded with work from extracurricular activities I took on as a distraction for how I'm feeling today, I went under a mental health team who are the alternative to hospitalisation for psychosis and I was getting better until recently. My school have taken a load of duties off me and I am just teaching, I feel so useless like I'm letting everyone down. Today, 2 of my colleagues have spoken to me like absolute dirt on 2 different occasions and I can't shift the feelings out of my head. I am now getting voices telling me to do something silly. I am no risk to the children but I don't know about myself. I took a lot of time off last year and I am now on an attendance target so I can't take any more time off, I don't know why I'm posting on here I'm just desperate to know I'm not alone.