Some of you know I suffer from depression/anxiety and OCD. My OCD often comes in the form of intrusive thoughts. I haven't been all that well at times over the past 2 years, if I am honest, but just recently I sometimes am having a really hard time with my perception of things. At the moment, I am in a situation where I think have upset someone, but I don't know how. I am pretty sure I haven't done anything to upset them, but I have decided that a person (I have no idea who) is turning the person against me. In my rational moments I know this is probably not the case, and there is probably a very good reason why the person is being the way they are, in fact not just probably, I am certain of it. At other times however, I am sure there is a huddle of people out to get me and I cannot think of a rational reason why, although maybe there is something I have done that I don't know about. I am pretty exhausted by feeling this way and I know it may be in part a symptom of the anxiety I am feeling about going on holiday this week. Sometimes I wish I could clear my head, or take it off and set it aside, so I could have a rest. I don't even get rid of these thoughts when I am asleep, as my dreams are pretty much full of situations like this at the moment. I wish I could just think a little more clearly, and understand what it id going on a bit more.