Sorry - his is a splurge. I don't know what I want anyone to say. I've been o n citalopram for a while now, after 2 months the dose got doubled, as it seemed I was only getting worse (am pretty high up on depression scale) and now I don't know what to do. I don't think I'm either more or less depressed, but I am so tired and stupid. This was mostly the problem in the first place, I can live with most of the rest of it, have been for years, but you can't teach and be vacant. Have another appt in two and a half weeks, but I don't know if I should try to go back before then. I just feel I'm whining all the time. I don't know. Sorry.