...has come back! The loss didn't just relate to Hubs death but also through half shoulder replacement, problems at work, etc, etc. It has lasted some eighteen months I don't know where it has suddenly come from - no new drugs. I have left it a week or so before posting as I wanted to be sure it was back. It's still not totally there and I am still very tired and not sleeping great. I am eating better and my ulcerative colitis is more under control (probably through use of steroids - now finished). I'm trying to get out more - small steps. Just read Grumpy's post and I feel a bit guilty - my troubles seem minor.