found out thurs. a great start to holidays! Hodgkin lymphoma - means its in my glands. All info seems positive, its very treatable but feeling really really scared. i'm only 25 and it seems really unfair.that word strikes the fear of god into me. everyone around me acting differently towards me. its awful. only OH who acts normal. Has anyone got through something similar and come out of the other side? i could do with some positive thoughts! supposed to start new job in sep but treatment will be few months at least. they've been great. annoying thing is i feel fine, yet treatment will make me feel ill. got appointment on mon with specialist so should fond out more them. all i know so far is what people have googled, i dare'nt look myself, but then i think theyre only telling me the good stuff. have to have a scan and i'm so scared it'll be in all my glands all over my body and the treatment will need to be harsher. sorry for rampbling but feeling so so scared. i feel my life has just changed forever.