I have had enough of living this way. I'm exhausted, I hate life, I can't see any respite. I just don't know how I continue to exist or if I even should. Trapped in long term supply roles with no escape. No savings means I can't even take a breather. Panicking about how I will survive the summer hols. Worried if I'll get another school when this one is over. Hating my current school with a passion. I started a business but it is taking so long to gain traction and apart from having me work 100s of hours hasn't returned anything yet. I'm not sleeping, anxious, shaking and have zero energy for anything. Life sucks.