I am a mature NQT who is battling through the first year in F2. I have found it hard to do my job and manage the four adults that work in the room with me. I just want to get to the end of July and qualify but am already being asked about plans for September. How do I address the main problems I have in order to avoid it happening again in Sept. Right now I want to quit but I need the money too much. Every weekend I cry and dread going back on the Monday. Every night I cry because I am dreading the next day and often I cry during the day. I am fed up of feeling fed up and keep thinking that this stress isn't worth it.