The title says it all, really. I'm now on cycle 17 of ttc and am more than a little fed up. Every test I've had comes back clear. I ovulate, my hormone levels are what they should be, I've got no fibroids or cysts, OH's SA was good. So why, 17 months on, isn't it happening? I've tried grapefruit juice, spent a fortune on pregnancare vitamins, OPKs, conceive plus lubricant, eating jelly, increasing my water intake, elevating hips after dtd, have been using a CBFM for the past 4 months, I've even voluteered to take part in a fertility study. I'm running out of steam. I beginning to think I'll never get pregnant and have a child of my own. Everyone around me is pregnant. My cousin had her second at the start of the week and my two best friends are due two weeks apart! I can't even go out without seeing a woman sporting huge bump in front of me! Why is it so hard? If one person tells me to relax, I'll scream. I'm sick of the stories of a 'friend' who 'tried for years, gave up and, wow, they had 3 kids really quickly'. I don't want to try for years. I'm sick of doctors/nurses poking around my most private parts of my anatomy. All I ask is that one tiny little swimmer is in the right place at the right time, but despite all my efforts, it appears not even timing helps.