Hi ladies, not sure what I expect in response, but needed a space to vent! I'm 5 days late, with no sign of period coming. I've got endometriosis so cycle is all over the shop, but I thought it had stabilised at about 30 days. I hoped against hope that me being late meant that THIS WAS THE MONTH!!!! But according to the 3 pregnancy tests I have taken, yet again it is not to be. I just want my period to start, so that I can draw a line under this month and face next month with the facade of optimism, but it feels that my body is taunting me - not only am I not pregnant but I can't even manage to bleed when I'm meant to. I know that there are people who are worse off than me (by some miracle, I have one son already), and I do apologise for sounding selfish. It's just hard to keep on feeling positive.