Really not sure if i am supposed to be posting this but i really need help. So me and my ex broke up last year after 7 and a half years together, we said we would remain friends. My best friend and her fiance were our friend too so it was easy. In July this year, i met the love of my life, i now live with him and i never move that quickly. Anyway, since July, i have been trying to get my friends to meet him, they always make excuses, i now live 26 miles away and even though they drive they won't meet me half way. On Halloween they made me feel bad and told me to come to this horror crappy maze thing we do, my boyfriend can't come because of his epilepsy, so i went alone. Only to find out they invited my ex and kept pushing us together. I was annoyed and spent the whole night texting my boyfriend and they said i was rude. It was my birthday last month, so one final attempt at trying to sort this out i asked to have a birthday meal, me and my boyfriend would travel the 26 miles to meet them. It was all arranged, THEN out of no where they invite my ex and apparently he said yes. I told my boyfriend this and he said i don't mind meeting your ex but i would really like to meet your friends first... So because i would feel awkward and he would too, i sent a lovely text explaining this to my so called bestie. She flipped out and called me pathetic, said i was an awful friend and she, her fiance and my ex wouldn't feel awkward so my boyfriend needs to 'man up.' I was super upset and tried to explain if it was her ex she wouldn't like it and she said i am being pathetic and it isn't the same. So now we haven't spoken for over a month, she keeps tagging my ex in stuff on Facebook and i muted them all. What do i do? Everyone i talk to says i need better friends but now I've moved away i have none. My boyfriend says i can share his and that is super sweet but i honestly feel lonely.