I got a couple of emails through today letting me know that i haven't been shortlisted for the two jobs I had most recently applied for. One of which was at a school in which I spent 18 months in the department, forming good relationships with their staff and students, i know their projects inside out, what they expect from staff! If i can't get a job with them, than I should just give up now. Feel like Ive hit rock bottom in trying to find a full time, secure job. I give up!!