Hello, I would be really grateful for any advise possible to improve. I have been a teacher for some years and I used to love my job, before I use to teach second, third and fourth grade as a Social Studies teacher, but for this year I decide to accept a position to teach in first grade in an international school where I should only speak my native language no english so they will become bilingual, I teach Math, Science, Language Arts and Social Studies. I thought I could be challenging being my first time with 6 years old but it is an small school and I would only have 6 students, so I thought I could do it. But now, I feel like the worst teacher ever. I feel like I don't have control of my class. One of my students is a really aggressive and there are fights that break up in the middle of the lesson ending on him punching or pushing other kids, other one has a really negative attitude, he constantly says that he hates school, everything is boring at the point that if we sing he doesn't do it because is boring, if we play then he hates to play, the same with many things, and every time he says something negative other or others follow the same attitude. There is also a rude attitude against one of the boys, the other students constantly make him feel bad saying they don't like him or making him feel that he annoys them. The other two get some of the same attitudes and constantly cry in the class, and the class is super talkative so I is difficult to do activities with them. I am so worry because I feel nothing that I do works. I get home and plan until late night new activities for them but every time I get the same results, I have tried with point charts, stickers, reviewing every day the class rules even in english when I suppose to don't speak on english. I allow the student with more points to pic a game to practice vocabulary at the end of the day like bingo, cards, or songs. I am giving them time for a break that commonly is 15 minutes at the playground if the "recess" word that I write on the board is not erased letter by letter. I am feeling so embarrassed with the other teachers who seem to control so good the students and of course the parents who have been in the classroom as volunteers. At this point I feel that is so hard to get up every morning to come to the school.