I don't know what to do. I am an NQT on a maternity cover post in a challenging school. I started off with a small class of 15 but this has now dropped in size to a class of 12. I am finding my job difficult. I have to get a bus into school every day as I dont drive and each day I burst nto tears on the bus at the thought of going in to school. I dont feel that I am functioning properly as a teacher. I feel anxious all the time in school. I dont feel that I am coping with the pressures of the job. The behavour in the class is so bad that I cant even do an input in there unless I have a TA to support me. I have had nothing but bad observations and although I know that the school wants to support me they have told me that they dont know how. I have been given targets to achive but because I am feeling so stressed and anxious I cant think straight and cant put them into practice. I am fed up with working all the time and feeling this way. I am thinking of leaving the school or even the profession but I dont know what else I could do with a PGCE and a BA in PErformance - are there any other jobs I could do in which I would earn a similar wage? I am also aware that I am failing the children. I just dont know what to do anymore - I feel such a failure.