Yesterday I got an email from my personal tutor/head of education at university saying that he wanted to have a meeting with him. When I asked he said, some issues have been raised and he wants to talk to me in person. I have emailed him twice asking for an outline of what the issues may be but there is no reply and no other members of staff at uni have been able to help me. My first placement was a horrible experience where my mentor instantly took a disliking to me saying I wad too nice and that being a drama graduate is an obvious sign I don't want to be a teacher. She made my life hell and I developed very low self esteem about my ability as a teacher and hoped my next placement would help. I complained about my first placement but no one helped me. My second placement started up well but the workload, stress of finding a job and improving my low self esteem was too much and I found it hard and struggled. After 7 weeks I had missed 5 days for interviews so the university extended my placement for another 2 weeks, the stress of this effected my teaching so my mentor had a go at me before half term about how I should not be a teacher. I could not cope with the stress but decided to turn it around for my last 2 weeks, I finally got a job and improved my observations from satisfactory to elements of good. The stress of not knowing what this meeting is about and having to wait over a week for it has made me very ill, I have had numerous panic attacks and woke up today with a kidney infection so had to miss school because I was throwing up too much. I really don't know what to do, my tutor wont email me back and I am scared that they will extend my placement which will prevent me starting my job in july or that they will fail me. I honestly can't handle the stress, with only 3 days left of school it is still too much.