Hi, I'm currently pregnant with my second child, my first is almost 2. I've been working full-time and if I'm honest it's killing me. I feel like in order to be a good teacher I'm being a bad mum. I'm thinking of returning to nannying after having maternity leave with number 2 and have already been asked by a family whether I would be interested. Is there any difference to my maternity pay if I give notice before I go on maternity leave or during my maternity leave? I plan on ticking the 'don't pay me enhanced maternity pay' box as my decision is not yet definite and I don't want to be in a position where I have to pay money back. I'll be starting maternity leave at the end of term 4. I would have this conversation with my head, but she hasn't forgiven me for having my first baby so I don't feel I can ask her for advice. Hope you can help.