Hi. I go between thinking I am a rubbish teacher as I never quite managed to get that permanent job and so decided just to do supply to thinking I am a good teacher. This is a battle I have in my head every so often. I suffer from lack of confidence so seem to mess up at times when I need to show what I can do. Anyway recently I have been feeling good about myself I was offered long term supply been asked back to nice schools good feedback from ta s etc. Until talking to friend last night who was supplying and now has a job told me she is being put forward as a lead teacher in early years. I know you shouldn't compare and there will always be people better then others but all my teaching friends seem to be naturals at teaching and its taken me a while to get the hang of it. So once again I feel like rubbish surrounded by these friends who are fab. It would be nice to have someone just ok to good like me.