I am totallly freaking out about trying to see the Dr tomorrow. I don't live in the UK and get to go to any GP I like inthe city. I have chosen a GP that was recommended to me by a collegue at work. He is a lovely Dr but hard to get an appoitment with. I have to ring in the morning to see if he can fit me in. I was signed off just before the the Easter break with Nervous exhaustion, depression with related insomnia, Social anxiety disorder and an as yet unidentified eating disorder. after being signed off and checking that it was ok with the Dr I ran to my friends in the UK and stayed with her for a week and then a couple of days with my sister and my nieces (only because my parents weren't around that weekend). I have been back as week and didn't go in for hte first two days of school. I have one more day before I have to have a Dr's note which is why I have to see him tomorrow. I am totally freaking, I am shaking and feel sick. What if he thinks that I am making it all up to get out of work or that I am attention seeking? The thought of having to go back to school scares the c r ap out of me. Facing all hte people that I have let down, all the students that I have left inthe lurge just before thier exams (I teach A2 Psychology, AS psychology, AS sociology and GCSE History) and knowing that the parents that already have issue with me now have more ammunition against me. I have not left my bedroom (other then to use the bathroom) in nearly three days other then today when I had to go to the supermarket and that took me 3 hours to psych myself up enough to do. I am such a mess and have made such a mess of everything. I don't know what to do.