I'm retiring this summer after nearly 30 years. I can't claim my pension til November but decided that I couldn't do this anymore. Most recent jobs have been part-time which suited me well but one day recently I had a realisation that I actually didn't care anymore. That was such a strange feeling having dedicated so much of my life to wanting to make a difference and loving every aspect. I took it as a sign to quit, so I duly resigned. Financially, it's not the right decision but ethically I know it is so I feel quite lost at the moment. It's almost like I have lost a best friend. Does this sound normal? More importantly, will I get over it? Any words of wisdom will be very gratefully received.