Feel a bit over dramatic starting my own thread, but on the other hand I don't feel able to highjack someone else's thread with my own worries. My anxiety levels are sky high, to the point where I feel like I am tipping into depression. Job (HoF) seems far too much too cope with, I am relatively ok in the day when it is go go go, when I get home I am a blubbering wreck and have no energy for my OH or my lovely kids. I know things aren't right but feel trapped: my OH isn't working. I have had depression before and can feel all the danger signs building up. I have rung a counsellor this evening to ask for an appointment but haven't heard anything back yet (answerphone). I feel so alone. My OH is understanding but I can't begin to communicate with him just how low I feel. I seem to be supporting everyone else and doing it well but no one seems to notice or "get" how low I am. Does that sound like competitive depression??!! Sorry for ranting.