So broke up yesterday and pretty exhausted ( busy day today) and, you know what it's like at the end of term- house is a real mess, no shopping done- no money to do it... Looking around the house and so much to do- painting half finished ( from last year!) and more more more. Just want to *** off and leave everything behind- on my own- stop thinking about thinking about others. Tearful and (sorry) but sick of putting others first.