Just had a terrible day. Got loads on at work an without saying too much in order to give away who I am, got observed and basically failed it. I know I can do better and usually do. The people observing me today know I usually do better and even said as much and couldn't understand why it all went wrong. They offered support, help whatever I needed, But I just feel rubbish. My last lesson obs was only a 3 and I feel like my lessons are getting worse and worse. Maybe because I have so much to do outside the classroom. I'm just not sure. All I know is I feel useless and like I should be doing better and people, although they realise this isn't the usual me, will only put up with so much and will think I'm rubbish. I also am dreading going in and getting a telling off from the head. I feel like changing professions entirely... I'm clearly not cut out for this one.