Well last week on a whim I decided to apply for an AHT position, I know I would love to have that role and beleive I have the skills to do it, so I threw my hat into the ring! SHOCKINGLY I got an interview and off I went.... Got through it, my taught activity was deemed good/outstanding, my presenstation was very good, but the interview itself - was hard - felt exhausted after presentation and my brain totally would not work - some of the questions were so long and wordy that I paniced and my mind raced so I know I didn't answer the best I could, even though I knew the answer...some of the quesitons took me a little by surprise and was something I had not anticipated - ooops!..amazing how when you get out of the building you kick yourself for all the wonderful and stunning things that you should have said. But even though I was in an amazingly strong field, my application was last minute and I did not expect to get it...I still feel so down and awful...head was lovely on phone said my answers just lacked a little bit of depth (which I knew) and to phone him in a few days for more feedback as he belives I am very close!...Everyone has been lovely, people in school be so supportive and encouraging, friends from previous school the same - just feel like I have let myself and people down!!! I know its stupid, I am lucky I have a good job and its not like I completely bombed!! Just wanted to get it out...Anyone else been through something similar - does this crappy feeling eventually disappear???? Thanks for listening/reading!